nothing

it seems that nothing here gives me any form of inspiration,not even entertainment. i m so sick of this place i wish i could just puke everything out of my system and start over. this country and its people make me nauseous. i cant bear looking my life being wasted like that, sunday after sunday in the same depressive mood, not even drinking helps any more. maybe its because i dont drink enough. or maybe it's not cyprus at all. maybe this is how it will be no matter where i go.