mind challenge

seriously,me to pou patw podi se tounti xora nio8w automata to iq mou na ppeftei kamia 10arka monades. enna katsw dame ena xrono,elpizw na mou meinei lios egkefalos na mporesw toulaxiston na askw to epaggelma me axioprepeia.an k ap oti vlepw, to iq enen aparetiti proipo8esi.

Μονοτονία

Την μια μονότονην ημέραν άλλη
μονότονη, απαράλλακτη ακολουθεί. Θα γίνουν
τα ίδια πράγματα, θα ξαναγίνουν πάλι
η όμοιες στιγμές μας βρίσκουνε και μας αφίνουν.

Μήνας περνά και φέρνει άλλο μήνα.
Αυτά που έρχονται κανείς εύκολα τα εικάζει
είναι τα χθεσινά τα βαρετά εκείνα.
Και καταντά το αύριο πια σαν αύριο να μη μοιάζει

Γιορτάζουμε την ονομαστική εορτή της διαδικτυακής μου περσόνας (της Αγίας Ευλαμπίας σήμερα) με αυτό το ποίημα του Καβάφη.
have a nice fucking weekend

this country is so incredibly boring.

nio8w oti apo ti zoi mou exoun xa8ei ta xromata....

enna sini8isw stin apousia tous,i ama sini8isw se tounti zoi enna ertoun pisw?

nampou na kamoume?

it seems to me that this phrase is all i ever hear around me. i despise it to the depths of my soul. and the worst thing is that, despite my efforts,i find myself using it.

as poume,rota se o allos, ti kamneis pos paei i douleia? kai gw opos panta ekneuristika eilikrinis lalw tous, skata - giati mana mou en sou areskei?- e oi, en ili8ia douleia, eneshi iatriki mesa, mpla mpla mpla. apantisi - e, na mpou na kamoumen.... oulloi etsi eni... enna perasoumen...
poses fores na akousw tountin ekfrasi gmt elisan ta neura mou. ti na kamoumen je ti na kamoumen. esi katarxas mporeis na paeis na gami8eis, pou enna mou peis emena oti touti en i moira mou.


toutoi oi teleuteoi 2 mines ipir3an apaisioi. je en ennow mono to politistiko sok pou ton epanapatrismo mou, ennow pragmatika apaisioi. gia para pollous kai diaforous logous. ne xerw to oti it's up to me, na kamw oti perna pou to sheri mou na pernw kala, na men akouw kanena, na kamw jino pou 8elw mpla mpla mpla. evarethika tounta mpouskalia-like kirigmata. xerwta, lalw ta jegw. alla sometimes it hurts na simvivazese. it hurts no matter how much u try. je tounto ti na kamoumen pou mou tsampounoun oulloi apla 8imizei mou oti en 8elw na eimai se tounti 8esi, je perikleiei oulli ti moirolatria stin opia afisa ton eauto mou na peripesei.

to shirottero en pou paw na piasw aima pou tous as8eneis je antidroun apodokimastika je fonazoun mou "pale?" je lalw tous je gw "ti na kamoume kirie tade mou,afou prepei" je fisika meta skazoun k en laloun tpt epidi etsi prepei. logiki antidrasi, logikon to epixeirima. ti na kamoume, skase kai kolimpa.

me tounti nootropia vevea epiviosan polloi,alla en nomizw na epien mprosta kanenas. mporei na kamnw kai la8os vevea...

kapia logiki exigisi 8a iparxei

Mipos 8a iparxei fantasmagoriko show me rossides xoreutries?
enna katevei pas ti skini me ftera kai fousta san to rouva?
enna ertei me 50meli orxistra?
enna tou anoixoun ti sinavlia oi ACDC ?(ou sori jinoi e8elan 80)
posa exoda enna eshi telospanton tounto event?

e sorry re file alla etsi timi gia sinaulia sto skali enexanakousa. prospa8w na evrw mia logiki exigisi alla e me voitha to mialo mou,any suggestions?

en thelw na pistepsw oti o alkinoos pragmatika exei tin entiposi oti osa je na mas zitisei enna tou ta dosoume. (psonio) an pale en i eteria pou diorganonei ti sinaulia pou zita tosa, e eshi mas gia tella rifkia. eshi dikaio?

enna deiksei. pantos an gemosei to amfitheatro je pan ta provata je dokun tosa lefta, enna peisto oti san laos enexoumen ipothesi. perimeno pou tous opadous tis koultouras (na valw i na men valw eisagogika se touto- gama to) na deixoun parapanw sofrosini kai egkrateia. katalavenw oti 8elete na pate epitelous se mia sinaulia, kai no doubt enan orea sinavlia, alla anexeste na sas pianoun sto peripeximo gia mian orea sinaulia? tin epomeni fora posa enna 8eloun? os pote enna vastoume na tous ta dioume an sinexisoumen etsi?

ate eneuriasa pale

ouffou

tountes meres tpt enmou fkennei.
i suck sta ma8imata odigisis, kai to gegonos oti o daskalos pata mou sinexeia ta petalia neuriazei me toso polla pou i suck even more. se kapia fasi imoun toso 8imomeni pou prepei na ekotchinisa, eskeftoumoun poumesa mou enatropo na tou pw eugenika na stamatisei,opos "ma giati kirie daskale patate sinexeia ta petalia moy?" h "iparxei kapios skopos sto na patate sinexeia ta petalia moy?" h "pisteukw oti mporw na ta kataferw kai xoris na patate eseis ta petalia" alla tzino pou pragmatika i8ela na tou pw itan "malaka poushtogere stamata na patas ta gamimena ta petalia" telika fisika en tou eipa tpt, tin alli misi ora apla eskeftoumoun me pia sxoli odigon na ton allaxw. evlepa me endiaferon tes tapelles kai tous daskalous ton allon oximaton pou esinantousame sto dromo mas. e , ma gamwto pion. enjen to prwto ma8ima pou paw, ekama idi 15, en xeftila na men me afinei naodigisw.

to allo,na men mporw na piasw aima?na piennw stes giagioules natous lalw, polla eugenika, irta gia to aima sas, kai na mou laloun,"eeee to allo to pedi pou mou epiasen extes pou eni? enendame?? " ntaxei, ok katalavenw tes, en exikio8ika akoma toso polla me tin aimolipsia pou na mporw na piasw aima pou invisible fleves, alla re gamwtinpoutana moukai sorry an akououme polla kafros, eisai 80 xronwn, me to ena podi ston tafo, kai to mono pou se koftei en an 8a ponisei lio to sheri sou pou enna sou pian ema?

a je oulloi eseis oi isterikoi pou pan na sas pian aima kai tsirillate san na k esfaxan sas ti mana, get a life. entaxei ponei, ekatalavamen to. mia gamimeni velona eni. get over it. egw me tous filous mou epianamen aimata o enas tou allou gia na ma8oume. katalavenw oti merikoi an8ropoi exoun sovaro provlima me tes velones foounte polla klp, jinous katalavenw tous. alla kati mi mou aptou pou 8eloun ti lepti ti velonoua kai exoun kai apopsi gia to pouprepei na tous tripiseis je prizoun se epias to je epias to, je ama en to piaseis pou tin prwti laloun sou fie na ertei allos,e oi en tous katalavw. skase je aisme na kamw tin douleia mou. oute gw i8ela i moira na se ferei sto dromo mou. alla shit happens.
ouffou exw polla neura. exw kai alla polla na sxoliasw alla prepei na sigkrati8w. poushtoratsa kipreoi

tis filakis ta sidera

now i know how prisoners must feel.

bad bad time to quit smoking.